Do we Ever know

by Renenet Sekhmet

Corinne - ”Do we really Ever know?”

There are many paths during our journey through life. These paths represent adventures for us to experience the joy and sorrow of the why and what we need to accomplish to complete our purpose during this lifetime. Do we ever really know which path we need to take; does it matter?

When we share our inner voices with good intentions and true love in our hearts, the content of our words may or not settle well with our readers.

Is this due to our educational and religious processing? If it is, how do we stop the cycle to ensure a better future; when we continue to contribute to a social system that denies (((us))) Human rights - socially and economically?

It is hard for me to understand the need to deny being a contributor when attempting to make changes for the betterment of all. I admit I am, every time I make a purchase, a benefit of direct-deposit?

Do I ever know when I am sharing if it is true or false, right or wrong? No, I, as Corinne, am sharing by interpreting the energies surrounding me about the subject which I’m writing, both positive and negative. My intention is to ensure my sharing is balanced. This has not been an easy task for me.

As a Human being, I continue to seek knowledge from a higher source in the universe since my Christian educational and religious processing induced nothing but pain. Not feeling or seeing the truth of my teachings caused me this pain. Why? My inner voice (Proverbs: 3, 5-6) did not let my consciousness rest during this time.

I knew it was an internal battle going on inside me which caused massive headaches during my childhood. What I did not know was it was the spirit of God (higher consciousness/ inner voice) within me at battle with our social system for control of my mind to block my ego from absorbing the information (Renenet Sekhmet - Herukhuti battling with Geb).

My ego enjoyed challenges with a need to feel accepted in a classroom of 30 children with 5 at the most of African descent; depending on the grade. I felt the need to show the majority I was equal or better, especially since I was a minority.

In order to be correct when challenging, ego needs to have some good information about the subject. Bear in mind some processing is required to acquire the information needed to challenge; hence; my battle began with headaches 6 days a week; during school and Mass on Sundays.

Renenet Sekhmet -
As all battles are painful with death of the ego at every corner; depending on how big ego is and how long it takes Herukhuti (UL of protection) to slay Geb (ego) which allows Heru (our desire to seek higher knowledge) to continue on his path to fill his purpose in life, is painful.

Possessing the desire to seek the spirit of God utilizing the UL of Maat and Herukhuti is painful.

Headaches stopped when I decided to work on ego to become an expression of my inner voice as the driver. Pain is felt different ways now depending on the energy in my surrounding area when I’m living my truth. I find I have to embrace this pain to find the information in the lesson(s) that needs to be learned while I’m walking up my path. *Pain*

I’m sharing with YIV readers, my journey as I (Corinne) watch my environment with my 2 physical eyes while questioning my inner voice for the truth of what I’m witnessing, which I do as Renenet Sekhmet.

Most parents want the best for their children; mine were no different. They do not realize they are supporting an unjust system seeking employment and sending their children to school; both processes that do not support Human rights. As an adult, I know my parents wanted the best for me to make my paths easier in life by providing good education and religious training when sending me to parochial school.

YIV readers need to know YIV writers are helping me to embrace and quiet the child inside me who strongly resents going to parochial school and holds a grudge with “ism” parents. It really does not matter to me the modality, believes or words that they use, I appreciate and love all. I enjoy the beauty in the diversity when reading. It reinforces my belief in “Gods Many Mansions (Most High, Jehovah, Allah, and Buddha).” As I seek to embrace others, please know you need to “Know Thyself” when you read my submissions; Herukhuti had to whip some ass to subdue Geb back in the days – Hard head, soft ass = many headaches. Joy and pain, like sunshine and rain...
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For some reason, I stopped writing the to read the blog…

Now that I had time to get the damn child inside me off the F/floor; WT- did I create, time for Self and re/read, chill out and meditate or a drink/ - … first -digestion or indigestion? - Definitely been talking apples and oranges (LOL). I still believe in Oneness and sharing my gifts with my community even though I’m ROTHFLMAO.
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I’ll see y’all in Ether/- …, sent me there. Creation..WT-! Do I see the Light or are the Lights out ….
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Dreams visualization (Het_Heru, Maat, Heru-Khuti); more creation - to be or not to be, that will be my question even when sharing in Oneness which I'll do inside or outside of Onessness with the community. Just keeping it real.