To Healing

Let me see if this is me. Am I a victim or a culprit?

Things happen in your life, forexample loss of family and can leave a very big void. You never get over them and if you are like me, I wonder what God is doing about them. I have accepted my part of the responsibility, but it still does not reconcile the problem, in my eyes. I wonder if she is just as miserable as I about the situation? I can get there or am I barking up the wrong tree?

Abandonment --the relinquishment of a right, by the owner, without regard to future possession by himself or any other person, and with the intention to foresake or desert.

It seems that has happened twice in my life, first as a young child and then as an adult-- my marriage.

There is a feeling inside and I saw it best described on this website: http://www.abandonment.net/overview.frame.html

I am not sure if I am the problem or is it just life. Am i meant to be alone and why?

I gave this tool a try to work with myself. Well, I am 52 years old by now and do not have much time, so good luck and I will see you when I update this page. By now a year has passed and still nothing from my family. I am going here now. God's Steps To Healing

Chronic heartache, Uncertainty and Insecurity, I will leave, in seconds, a relationship going bad. Just thought it the right thing to do. Not so sure any more. I can identify with many of the comments made on abandonment.net. I also saw many of the points in the Profile of an Abandoner, in my partner.

I can surmize that is why I am alone.

I am going to consider myself, The Abandoner and suspect that I may also be an Abandoholic.

Now, to help fix my problem: I will walk myself through the proces at Abandonment Recovery

See you on the other side. I also went here: Parental Alienation Syndrome

• S.W.I.R.L. - a self assessment tool to help identify where you are in the five stages of abandonment - - Shattering, Withdrawal, Internalizing, Rage, or Lifting. S.W.I.R.L

Court Ordered Child Support for Abandonment and taking the children?